when life give you lemons...

...burst into tears because you wanted limes and throw them at the person closest to you.  July has been hard, like really hard.  The packing/moving/unpacking/getting new furniture/assembling new furniture/living amongst boxes has my stress levels through the roof and I fear I am inching closer and closer to my breaking point.  On top of all that I have really reached my wits end with my job, but the thought of looking for a new job completely freaks me out.  It kinda feels like all the walls are closing in on me and I just want everything to STOP!  Can life please just pause so that I can get myself grounded again?  I haven't even started my summer workout challenge and I am feeling so guilty about it.  I fear that the time between now and Kevin and my anniversary trip is getting smaller and smaller and I will just end up sitting on a beach chair, looking like an albino whale scaring everyone else at the Sagamore.  

I really want to get out of this funk.  I don't like feeling like this and I know this isn't the kind of person I am supposed to be.  This weekend Kevin and I are headed to Lakeville to spend time with my family and get out of this stupid city (just kidding, I love NYC but this heat and moving drama has me needing some country living badly).  Kevin and I haven't eaten a home cooked meal in almost three weeks and I am practically drooling just thinking about all the yummy things I will eat out of my parent's garden.  I can't wait to be home with my family!

Tonight Claudia, Marissa, Kerry and I are going to see Get Him to the Greek and I couldn't be more excited to see these girls and have a good laugh!  I forgot my camera (boo!) but I will try to snap some iPhone pics to post tomorrow. 
Update: No pics, sorry, but the movie was HILARIOUS!!!  I would definitely recommend seeing it if you have a good sense of humor.  I can't wait to add it to my DVD collection.

P.S.  Kevin has been great to me over this past month.  He has been very patient and loving and I couldn't be more thankful to have him by my side.  I am one lucky girl!!!